Monologue
Why am I writing this—I don't know. Perhaps so that, at least sometimes, stories are read on this site in which—everything is true,
and not a drop of poorly invented lies?
My name is Rita. Married. Two children, and a husband. A quite self-sufficient family, in which, alongside sex, there are still many things that together define the concept of "harmony of souls and bodies."
This is what I will write about.
But, first of all, I will tell you about myself, and about how, somewhere around
the age of fourteen, I was faced with the undeniable fact that I was very interested in sex, and everything connected with it. But, eavesdropping on the sounds that
at night, camefrom my parents' bedroom wasn't enough for me. I was too shy to tell my mom that I masturbated three, four times
a day. Later, it was my mom who set me on the right path. But, one of my character traits is that if I want something, I will achieve it, sooner or later. This was the reason I became a regular at the kiosk located not far from home.
They sold porn, all sorts of sexual literature, and sex manuals. As best I could, I explained to the saleswoman that I was almost 18, and my mom had sent me here so she could help me choose a sex manual... The saleswoman nodded her head,
and laid out three books on the counter. I only had enough money for one book. I randomly chose one from the pile and hurried home.
When my parents went to sleep, I opened the book, and after a while, I understood that this was what I needed, and it would define my entire future life... There, for the first time, I learned that anal and oral sex existed. There wasn't anyone whose I would agree to take in my mouth. But, while masturbating, I inserted a finger into my ass, and it literally blew my mind. After six months, I could calmly insert three fingers and fuck myself senseless.
And yet, it seemed to me that what I was doing was pure depravity, and I needed to stop. But I really didn't want to stop!
This was the reason I decided to talk to my mom,
and tell her everything that was happening to me.
She listened to me attentively and said:
— Silly girl... Everyone, or at least most people, do this.
— And it's not a perversion?!
— No. It's perfectly normal.
— And, did you do it too?
— Of course.
— In the ass too?
— In the ass too... But, you need to know that there are women who prefer to have sex only in the ass. So, use your pussy more often, because I don't want you to be counted among that contingent of women. Half-measures are not for you.
— And now you don't masturbate your ass anymore?
— I have your dad. And, I really want you to have such a husband too.
***
I was a first-year student—he was a fifth-year. Of average height, slightly cross-eyed—I didn't like him. But, when he invited me to go to a restaurant with him, I immediately understood how it would end. And even though,
I felt nothing for him, I agreed.
Sitting in the restaurant, I firmly explained to him that I was still a virgin, and even though my hymen (as I understood after my last visit to the gynecologist) was very deep—I did not agree.
He was silent, and I thought, can't this fool offer to fuck my ass?
When I realized this evening would again end with my masturbation, I told him he could fuck me wherever he wanted, but not
in my pussy... I have never seen a more blissful smile...
His, average-sized cock, lubricated with Vaseline, entered my rear without any resistance, and I, gasping, felt the difference between fingers and a cock. He moved carefully inside me, but I needed it deeper and stronger:
— I want it harder! Don't be afraid! Fuck my insatiable ass! Don't spare me! Oh, mommy! This is impossibly good! I've been waiting for this for so long!
My screams rolled like balls around the room, sweat poured off him,
and dripped in large drops onto my back. I writhed on his cock, wave after wave of orgasms washed over me, I didn't want it to end, and suddenly! Unable to hold back, he pulled his cock out of my ass and with all his force, shoved it into my pussy. I literally soared, but not because he didn't listen to me. But, because I had never felt a more shattering orgasm in my life. Inside me, as if something exploded, I screamed and fell headfirst onto the pillows. The spasms of my contracting uterus drove me crazy! I shook as if in a fever, and he thrust his rock-hard cock harder and harder, merrily saying: "And we're already in a puddle! Flow, girl, flow!"
I don't remember how long this ride lasted? He came,
and started again, my anus turned into a large, gaping hole, my pussy, wide open, poured out streams of moisture,
and it was never enough for me.
And then, alternately thrusting his cock—now in the rear—now in the pussy, he brought me to the point where I lost consciousness.
***
When I returned home, I saw my mom standing by the window...
— Well, why didn't you say you wouldn't come home?! We didn't sleep all night! Where were you?
— At Andrey's.
— Until morning?
— Yes...
— Did you sleep with him?
— He didn't let me sleep.
— I understand... I hope you didn't give him your pussy.
— I told him to have me only in the ass, but he took it himself.
— Did he tear you?!
— No.
— Did it hurt?
— On the contrary. I never even thought it could be like this.
— Should I congratulate you?
— Yes, mommy! Now I know why you moan so loudly at night.
— So, you chose him for the role of your boyfriend?
— Why, all of a sudden? Simply, such a relationship suits both me and him.
— And you don't feel anything for him?
— It's enough for me to feel him.
— And, how is he in bed?
— I have nothing to compare it with.
— It's okay... He's not the first, and I think not the last.
— And, dad, what number was he for you?
— The first, and the last.
— And you, never, besides dad, were with anyone?
— I was...
— I don't understand. Tell me!
— I'll tell you, sometime.
— No! Now! I don't hide anything from you.
— Alright... You were still little. And, when your uncle and aunt were about to leave for the States—they came to us to say goodbye. And your aunt Clara, as long as I can remember, was very advanced in matters of sex.
— More than you?
— Much more. And already on the first day she started a conversation about how she wouldn't mind sleeping with Uncle Semyon, and your dad.
I thought I misheard, but that wasn't the case. In the end—this conversation led to the four of us ending up in our bed. I only knew about a "sandwich" by hearsay.
Aunt Clara decided to enlighten me in practice.
They took her simultaneously. She sat on Uncle Volodya, inserted his cock into her vagina, and told dad to put his in her ass. So they fucked her for about twenty minutes. She squealed like crazy.
Then, it was my turn. And even though I was afraid they would tear me—I decided to try.
— And, how did it feel?
— Incredible... Amazing... I even find it difficult to explain to you. It's not just the maximum filling of two holes. It's also the continuous friction of two cocks against the wall separating the anus and vagina. I came endlessly.
— And, did it hurt?
— Only, at the beginning. And it continued like that for all eight nights, until they left.
— I want that too!
— It's not your time yet. Go to the bathroom—you'll be late for university.
***
I met with Viktor twice a week, but I didn't stay over at his place anymore. I don't remember exactly when, but one day he told me that, through a big connection, he was invited to a certain place,
and if I wanted—he would take me with him.
The place, as he explained to me, was an apartment where couples gathered to have sex.
— Are they—swingers?
— Call it what you want.
— Probably some kind of freaks?
— Not at all. They are quite well-off, respectable people who are looking for new sensations.
— And will I have to fuck everyone who wants me?
— Absolutely not. The rule is that only the woman can choose her partners.
And, no cameras or video cameras. So—decide. I don't feel like going there alone. Mostly married couples gather there.
***
Go—know what awaits you?!
We were met by a completely naked woman, who smiled sweetly and pointed us to a room where we could undress. When we undressed, she took us by the hands and led us, as it turned out,
into a large, brightly lit room.
— Ladies and gentlemen, meet them! This is our new couple.
The ladies and gentlemen were about twenty naked men and women. There was no furniture in the room, except for a bar counter and something resembling a swing in the corner. The entire floor was covered with thick mattresses. Several pillows, and a large number of vibrators scattered on the mattresses. I, and Andrey, sat at the bar, they poured us champagne, and I, finally, could look around.
Andrey was right. Both young couples and middle-aged couples behaved quite relaxed. Obviously long acquainted with each other, there was nothing forced, nothing for show in their actions. Next to me sat some man, and a woman kneeling in front of him was giving him a blowjob.
— Want to try?—she addressed me.
— Thank you, but I still need to get used to it—I answered—this is my first time here.
— I understand—the woman answered—and, leaning back slightly from the rather impressive cock, she moved forward again, and the cock disappeared into her mouth.
It was good that the bar stools were upholstered in leather. Otherwise, the moisture flowing from me would have left a stain on the chair.
Andrey, realizing I was getting turned on, put his arm around my waist and led me to the mattresses. I was already indifferent to everything. Couples fucking next
to us, music, light, unfamiliar surroundings. I needed to feel at least someone's cock inside me. I pushed Andrey onto his back, and sitting on him, with all my force I impaled myself on what was supposed to be there. Lowering my head, I pumped myself without stopping, Andrey moaned beneath me, and suddenly, someone lifted my chin, and someone's cock approached my mouth.
Until now, I had never given a blowjob. It seemed like a perversion to me. Of course, it's ridiculous. Fucking all holes—absolutely. Sucking—no way!..
I shook my head, the man walked away, and lifting myself up on Andrey, I inserted his cock into my rear. I was ready to tear him apart. Not even a minute passed, and he already came inside me. Getting up, I looked at him with a withering glance and went to the bar counter to finish my champagne. And then, something happened that fundamentally changed my entire life... A huge guy came up to me, bowed, and said:
— Excuse me, but it seems to me that you didn't get everything you wanted?
— I didn't. But, he'll recover, and I'll get everything.
— And may I try to satisfy you?
I looked at him and froze. His cock! About twenty-five centimeters, about six in diameter, slowly and confidently, was assuming a horizontal position.
— You are charming, madam! I would consider it an honor!
Without realizing it, I touched the large, well-formed head with my fingertips, and stammering, said: "I'm sorry, but I'm still a virgin..."
If he hadn't had a short haircut, his hair would have stood on end.
— Yes, but I was watching you the whole time, and you were having sex in the vagina...
— My hymen is very deep. Just don't tell anyone. And your cock is so big you'll tear me. And there will be blood. And I don't want that. Especially, here... What will they think of me?
But, if you insist, I can try to let you take me in the ass...
— How long have you been having sex that way?
— A long time. But, your cock is so big, I'm afraid.
He picked me up like a feather, carried me to the mattresses. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed those not otherwise engaged watching us. Or rather—bodied.
Putting me on all fours, he began to lick my anus. From his hot tongue, which went deep inside me, a shiver ran through my body. Following the tongue, two fingers entered inside, and circular movements began to widen the entrance to my ass. My head was spinning, I was pushing my anus onto his huge fingers with all my might, and it happened!...
As if an electric pole began to penetrate me. Slowly and confidently, spreading the walls of my anus, he penetrated deeper and deeper into me, and there was no end to it. When he was in to his full length, he stopped. I don't remember what I answered when, through my clouded consciousness, I heard "are you ready?". Faster and deeper, covering my arched back with kisses, he began to plow my colon. Possessed by a paroxysm of, until now, uncontroll