Long-awaited first MMF with my beloved wife.

But when starting these conversations with my wife, like many probably, I ran into a categorical NO... Nevertheless, I periodically started these conversations again and again, showed her videos, read her stories, assured her that I wouldn't blame or be jealous of her, and so on in that style... However, there were constant refusals, arguments, and the like. One fine day, Oksana, to get me off her back, sort of gave her consent. I was very happy, registered on a swingers website, and started looking for like-minded people. And that's when the disappointment came. It turned out it wasn't so easy to do. We tried to meet many couples, both older and younger than us, met two couples for coffee, but it didn't go further. It was hard to find ones where everyone liked each other. I had almost decided to drop the idea, but somehow I started watching MMF videos and imagining it all happening with my wife. And I decided to switch to this type of sex, implying that finding a guy would be easier. But it wasn't that simple. After posting an ad, letters poured in. My God, who didn't write. Lickers, bottoms, tops, sadomasochists, and other similar perverts. Until one day I met Alex. From the initial correspondence, I immediately liked him, he hooked me with something. We started getting acquainted. After some time, he showed his photo. Oksana liked him visually, but she was still against it. Like she thought I would stop loving her, stop respecting her, someone would find out, and so on in that vein... Nevertheless, I continued corresponding with Alex, showed him our photos. He really liked Oksana, she was his type of woman, in the correspondence he talked about how much he wanted her and how lucky I was to have such a wife. And he was willing to wait, understanding that the wife wasn't ready yet. This went on for almost 2 years. I periodically insisted, persuaded. And Oksana kept saying she wasn't ready. During this time, Alex and I had already discussed everything, how our possible meeting would go, we dreamed and imagined how it would all happen. I showed him naked Oksana, he was crazy about her and really wanted her. So you understand, she's a pretty, slim blonde, looks younger than her age, height 170, weight 56, second breast size and a very pretty butt! Men liked her, as they say, many turned around when they met her. And then something happened that changed everything in an instant. One day I accidentally opened her Odnoklassniki page on the laptop (it's shared), she apparently didn't log out properly and I was able to log in. I'm generally not a fan of reading other people's letters, but something drew me to it... I opened a correspondence with some guy I didn't know. And oh my God, they had such romance there!!! I was stunned!!! It turns out she had met some guy, even went on a few dates with him, they kissed, hugged, he groped her... but it hadn't gone further yet, apparently the guy was modest and not very persistent... but judging by the correspondence, it was heading towards sex, they discussed it a little. This is my innocent Oksana, who always told me that she didn't need anyone but me and she didn't want to fuck a strange man, especially with two at once... Anyway, we had a serious conversation, I didn't scold her too much, we sorted everything out, although for some time the relationship was on edge. After this incident, she broke up with that guy... But she still felt guilty towards me and didn't know how to make amends. And so, when I accidentally brought up the topic of MMF, she suddenly very quickly, firmly, and convincingly gave her consent!!!! I was in shock. I probably didn't even want it myself anymore, and here she agreed... and she herself said she wanted to do it with Alex (I had previously shown her more guys). I didn't even know what to do next. One half of my mind really wanted it, the other said, why do you need this??? After all, your wife will be fucked right before your eyes... how will I endure it, how will I overcome jealousy??? What will happen after this??? Will I be able not to blame her??? Anyway, I was in thought. But still, interest, excitement, and passion won out. I started preparing the meeting... To begin with, I arranged a real meeting with Alex, just him and me, in a cafe. There I was once again convinced that he was a nice guy, looks great, communicates well. I liked him even more, and I firmly decided that he was exactly the guy with whom I would like to fuck my wife... the one I would trust her body to, the one who would fuck her before my eyes, together with me... We discussed with Oksana what we would allow in our possible meeting, she insisted on meeting him beforehand in a cafe. Without delaying for long, literally the next evening we met for the first time as a trio in a cafe. Everyone was very nervous, because it was the first time for everyone. We shook hands, he awkwardly pecked her on the cheek. We sat down, drank coffee, what we talked about no one remembers anymore, but certainly not about sex. When we said goodbye, I told Alex that I would write to him in the evening and tell him what decision Oksana made after the meeting in the cafe. But to be ready, that if she gave a positive answer, we would schedule the meeting for tomorrow, so as not to delay, so that no one would change their mind. He said he would eagerly await her answer... In the evening, already in bed, I asked Oksana what she had decided... to my surprise, she again calmly answered that she agreed, that she liked him and that she was ready for the meeting. True, she made me confirm once again that I would not blame her under any conditions, under any circumstances... no matter what, no matter how it all happened. Of course, I assured her that I loved her and all that... Immediately wrote to Alex, said the answer was positive, he was very happy, also said he was very pleased with the meeting, that Oksana was wonderful, and really wanted her. We immediately decided the meeting would be tomorrow... his task was to find an apartment. Told Oksana the meeting was tomorrow and we would start preparing in the morning, she of course was embarrassed that it was so fast... but there was no turning back... I slept very poorly that night, kept worrying in my head, whether I needed this. But again, excitement and desire, as well as my wife's calmness, overcame me. And I decided, come what may. After all, I wanted it myself and waited 10 years...